An Invitation

My friend sent a text message one day that he has started his own blog after breaking up from a one year relationship. He said it was part of his therapy. He’s trying to channel all his depression and loneliness into a positive energy and do something productive instead of moping all day, relinquishing bitter sweet memories with his ex-flame. I strongly encouraged him and lo and behold, he now created a PINK blog dedicated to his ex-flamesss (the extra sss added just to illustrate the many flames he had before, both mentioned and not mentioned in his blog). FYI, he’s gay just like me, we’re both not proud and not ashamed but simply accepting what we have become.
My previous blogs are now buried among thousand other blogs on gmail blogger, unread and forgotten. Instead of giving up, i’ve decided to accept my friend’s invitation and start a brand new blog here at wordpress.
My previous blog was titled gay and the city, fashioned after sex and the city, the must-watch gay guide to life on planet earth aka guide on how to understand straight guys better through the eyes of single women, which most gay guys are deep inside no matter how manly you may look. Having a lust for man makes you a woman. PERIOD. Don’t dare to deny it. However, i’m sure most gay guys out there will insist that they are a species on their own, the supreme being far more superior than the female species, therefore demands more respect and demand by the male species. Well honey, wake up and smell the coffee, GOD made EVE for ADAM, not some Eva Longoria look-alike drag queen. It’s time to face the real world guys.
Lost in Translation is the title of a movie starring Bill Murray and Scarlett Johanson. They got “lost” in Japan just like sometimes i feel lost in my own life, am i living the life intended for me? Should I be doing something else like become a professional writer? Only GOD knows……….More importantly, am i born to this world to be gay? I’m still lost even now, BUT somehow contempt that i’m still alive, not knowing what life will bring tomorrow…….Am I happy being LOST?