Some New, Some Old

Author’s note

My dear readers, do not be alarmed by the sudden change in the blog’s design. I celebrated my 30th birthday and in the spirit of celebrating eidil fitri, i’ve decided to make some changes to my blog. However, please take note that the only thing changing here is the design and only that.

I’ve decided that grey is too melodramatic and angsty in a gothic kind of way, especially with the floral motifs in blackish hues. The previous theme was called “dusk”, a theme I chose to denote that my blog is written by a gay, for gays but still maintains a certain degree of masculinity, I didn’t want it to be too obvious and by choosing colours like pink and purple, people will never take me seriously. However, dusk reminds me too much of where I am now, old and shrivelled and the morbid colours is a clear reminder of how close i am to the end of the line.

That explains why i chose the colour green, a darker green, almost olive with some brown to reflect the “save the world” theme (yeah, right). The truth is, green is my fauvorite colour before i became depressed and nihilistic and decided that black is my actual colour. Green is also the colour of the festive season (the official colour for eidil fitri) just like red is for christmas. The whole theme reflects the fresher, more positive me, something i would like to become in the future. Pray for me guys.

What will never change is this. Despite the very religious connotation of the whole colour scheme, the contents will get even raunchier, sexier, hotter but still retains the me that used to write in this blog. That will never change. This blog was not meant for purely pleasure but a room for me to share my thoughts with all of you with what’s happening in our lives on a daily basis. I will try to keep it in the same format but when the time comes for changes, you will all be warned before hand so to prevent unpredicted shocks to your nervous system.

That’s all for now. Think of this as a face lift or in a milder version, a jab of Botox to an aging face full of wrinkles. The person underneath all that is still the same.

Love, always.